{August Reading List: Some Good, Some Not So Good}

Hello people! I just wanted to take a moment and share with you my reading list for this month!

1) A book that I already read was Julie and Julia, I really liked this movie and I enjoyed the book as well. Although I would not recommend this book to anyone under the age of say....17? 18? There is A LOT of vulgar language and A LOT of crude/sexual content in it as well. So parents- keep this one away from your younger children's hands. I probably wont reread this book, I liked the story but if the pages make me wince from reading vulgar language and crude material it just isn't worth it to me. Maybe someone could go through with some white out and change some words around? Then again that might be a lot of work with this book. I give this book a 6/10 if only it weren't for all the language...

2) The next book on my reading list that I will start today is Take This Bread by Sara Miles. On the front of the book it says "The spiritual memoir of a twenty-first-century Christian." I thought this book sounded really interesting, and when I found it in a second hand bookstore at the foot of the mountain in North Carolina that I recently vacationed at I just couldn't pass it up. I am excited to read this book and I cannot wait to give you my thoughts on it later on!

3) Next on my reading list is Redefining {beaut.ti.ful} by Jenna Lucado with Max Lucado. I purchased this book a LONG time ago when I attended Revolve Tour and I just have not gotten around to reading it yet! I have skimmed the pages a few times but I just have not taken the time to sit down and really get into it. Hopefully I will soon have a review on it for you!

4) The last novel on my list is Mondays with My Old Pastor by Jose Luis Navajo. My "old" pastor recommended this book to me long ago and I had trouble finding it at first and then soon forgot that he had recommended it to me. I remember him telling me that this book really inspired me. On the front cover it says "Sometimes, all we need is a reminder from someone who has walked before us." That statement alone was enough to sell me on this book but then reading back I read another statement,
"Mondays with My Old Pastor brings every believer to the feet of the Teacher. In lyrical prose, Navajo shares the personal anecdotes, fables, and deep spiritual insights offered by the old pastor and his wife. By turns funny, heartbreaking, and thought provoking, Mondays with My Old Pastor is a comfort to anyone who struggles in his or her walk with God. As readers follow Navajo's journey from desperation to rejuvenation, they will find themselves similarly transformed and inspired. This moving, beautifully written account is sure to reignite ever soul's longing for renewal."

UMMMMM- Yeah that sold me. I will be reading this book VERY soon. Cannot wait to share it with you!!!

5) The LAST book I will be reading is not a novel, it is more of a....guide book? I am going to be re-reading The Christian as Minister: An Exploration Into the Meaning of God's Call. Why? Because I have moved on to the next step of declaring candidacy! I met with my District Superintendent and the next step is to get myself enrolled, get a mentor, and meet with my churches SPR! I am SO excited! I figured it would be a good idea to refresh myself and read into this book a little more.


I hope this helped y'all a little bit and maybe you will pick up one of these books soon as well! I always forget how much I love to read until I am completely consumed inside a good book. I encourage everyone to read AT LEAST two books a month, that gives you about a week and a half to two weeks to read a book. When you break it down that's only about a chapter or two a day! If you learn the kind of books you like then it really isn't hard to get into a good book! ;)

Love and Blessings,
K

{Always}

Always. There is something daunting about that word. Perhaps it is the amount of times it is used in ones life, and how many times "always" turns out to be a week, a month, or a year. Perhaps it is the slightly reminiscent sting of a love that was going to last "always" or a friend that would "always" be there. Always is not just a word. It is a promise. Always doesn't have circumstances or requirements, it means here and now, then and there, anytime and anywhere. (Sorry just went all Dr. Seuss on y'all) But seriously. When I think about the word "always" I think about how it has gained a sarcastic reputation throughout the years. Many people have fallen in love and been heartbroken under the premise of "Always." Many have sunken into the cozy safeness of "always" only to find a shallow bottom where the "always" ended.

Matthew 28:19-20 says "Go, therefore, and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, until the end of the age.”

WOAH. AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS THAT LAST PART IS PRETTY INTENSE?

I feel like the "That escalated quickly" internet meme could totally apply here. We just completely passed Whitney Houston (And Iiiiiiiiiiii-eeeee---Iiiii will alwayssss loveeee youuuuuu-whooooooo......anyone?) and went to JESUS ALWAYS. Jesus Always is a whole different ball park of always. We pass up the sappy love song always, the middle school crush always, the Coca Cola always (youtube it), and every other realm of always and went to "Until the end of the age" always. The TRUE always. The always that means no matter what. And I don't know about you but when I read that verse I didn't see a list of conditions. There was no fine print underneath specifying a level of holiness you have to maintain in order to receive this eternal partnership, there is no church you have to be a member of, no church group participation necessary, and no checklist of deeds to be done before Jesus will be with you always.

Always doesn't have a starting point either! Many people misunderstand that word to mean "always: after you accept Jesus". No! Always means from the beginning to the end. Always.

That means when God created you He did not send you down here and wait until you decided to go looking for Him later on in your life. He stayed with you! Just as a shepherd stays with his sheep, our Lord has stayed with us from the beginning and He will continue to be with us until the end! THAT. Is always. Until the end of the age. The END of the age. Not the end of YOUR age, but the end of THE age. He will stay with us no matter what. THAT is a safety net that you can sink into, one that knows no end. THAT is a song worth singing. 

I just cannot get over how awesome that is. God, the most holy and awesome being. The King of Kinds and Lord of Lords. Creator of heaven and earth. The I Am. Will be with me always. Until the end of the age. He walks with me. He whispers to me when I am lost and leads me back. He holds my hand when I need comfort, He picks me up when I fall, and He carries me when I cannot walk. He listens to every word I speak to Him. He makes a way for me. He has a plan for me. He loves me. Always.

If that is not the most beautiful love story in the history of the world, I don't know what is.

Our God is amazing. Always.

Love and Blessings,
K

{Table For Two, Please}

 

Today in church I was looking around and it looked like most churches around the world, families, couples, friends, all sitting together. Then I noticed a few people, mixed into the blur of the pews sitting alone, an empty seat on either side of them. I sat and thought about how most of my life church has been a social event, I get up and get dressed on Sunday morning, I talk with my sisters while they get ready, and then my family gets in the car and we go to church. Sometimes my sisters and I, sometimes my dad and I, or any other mix of our family. Sometimes I do go alone, but I meet my friends there and we sit together. So I sat and I thought about these solitary people who woke up this morning, got dressed in their Sunday best, drove themselves to church, and reached the church that hundreds of people in my city worship at, to sit alone in a pew and worship God.   I know that to a lot of people this may seem sad, or maybe this seems very normal, but as I sat here thinking about these people, and about our relationship with Christ I thought of how appropriate it was. We are in a relationship with Jesus, a deep personal relationship. We are in a committed courtship with Jesus where he awes and woos us. How appropriate to awake, dress, and go to meet Jesus alone. This is not a post to bash those of us that do choose to go to church with family, a family worshipping together is beautiful. I was just struck thinking about how sweet of a gesture it is, and how appropriate a return gesture of devotion. Just as we date romantically, setting a time and place to meet, with the expectation of spending quality time together, it is absolutely proper and vitally necessary to do so with Jesus. And just as we prepare ourselves for meeting with our significant other, adorning ourselves in fine clothes it is dually appropriate to adorn ourselves to go and meet our King! And as I was thinking about these people I could not help but admire their dedication and devotion, they came to get themselves some Jesus this morning, and they came alone to meet and worship Him at a table for two. Just their Creator and them.

Love and Blessings,
K

The Plan

Lately I've been struggling with God's plan for my life. Not the plan, but the interpretations that everyone has of that plan. Being called to ordained ministry in highschool/college automatically puts you out there for the "perfect kid" comments. There will be those that think you should do or don't do things. It is extremely important to listen to your elders and people of influence in your life. Make sure you listen to their concerns and soak up all the wisdom they have to offer! BUT- At the end of the day it's you and God. Make sure that above all you are praying and asking God for guidance. Set standards for yourself, standards that are set between you and God. Once you set your standards and your expectations then everything else in your life follows suit. As was the slogan at this past years Louisiana Annual Conference, "If you know who you are you will know what to do." This is what I run my life by, sometimes I slip and I forget who I am, and whose I am, but when I remember who I am and whose I am I know what I should do. But as always- a foolproof plan is always to PRAY. God doesn't pick and choose when to pick up the phone, He is always ready to lend an ear. God's plan is the best plan there could possibly be, if you are ever unsure about something in your life, stay in prayer with God. Always Always Always. That's the best advice I could possibly give anyone about anything. 

Love and Blessings,

K

Wait For the Train

One of the biggest problems that young adults and youth face today is trying to be something they are not. I myself have faced this problem...multiple times throughout my life. Who hasn't? We are always wishing that we were someone else or doing something else. Am I right? One of the hardest lessons I have learned in my life is that GODS PLAN is always better than my plan. Whenever things don't work out, its usually because God has something so much better in store for you. So many times in my life I have been disappointed because I couldn't do something or because an opportunity just didn't work out, but from where I am now in my life I couldn't imagine anything in my life being different. Every door closed, every heartbreak, every lost friendship, breakup, and let down in my life has left room for something more beautiful than I could ever possibly imagine. Because God designed it, not me, and no matter how inflated our egos can get no one can argue that if the Almighty Father who created the heavens, earth, and everything in between has a plan for you then it is probably better than anything we could come up with. I believe that God probably laughs at us every time we decide we know what is best for ourselves. I can just imagine Him up in heaven saying "Oh my child, you have no idea how much better it can be." It seems like every time that I have settled for something, every time I have thought to myself "this is it! How much better could it be?" God has revealed to me something so much better than ever before. So don't get too upset if something doesn't go your way, God has your best interest at heart, and could there be a better Author for your life story?

 

 

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.